i had an enjoyable time yesterday but it soon died down today.

woke up early in the morning yesterday for the MM.my class was scheduled to perform at 10am.it was quite funny i must say.everyone was sandwiched on the risers.me,being the one on the extreme corner,almost fell off the riser.celeste had to hold my hand throughout and make sure that i do not lose my balance while swaying.
after the MM, shan, becca, jj and i went to have our breakfast at macs. then walked around at Toys"R"Us.the song that goes "i dont wanna grow up, coz i'm a Toys"R"Us kid" was stuck in my head the whole time.couldnt stop singing it.met deborah tan and went shopping.i wanted to eat at grapevine so we all went there.i thought that it opens at 5pm.but when we got there, it's closed until 6pm.but deborah tan had to go for her class's MM performance then.so we went to watch her class's performance and then to grapevine. the food was great,especially shan's potato.yummy.: )
it was very late so everyone went home.
my family waited for me and celebrated my birthday.i love the cake. : )

soon my birthday came to an end. didnt expect that to happen so soon.it was fine in the morning.train-ed down to my mum's new shop.it's beautiful.had a fun time there until something happened.dont wanna talk abt it so i shall juz end off here.hopefully things will get better.

am i being very selfish?
was i not being understanding?
am i useless?
do i not care?
i just hate this feeling..

RAINA`